today actually meet 10am at cwp wif
fanny,cw,pris,serene n xt one. >.<
but who knows yh's mum sick sia.
den yh need to 'take care' of her. XD
i tink she teach me poa until she went bonkers. loL!
am i so difficult to teach?! >.<
hahas. ok lar. study quite abit of things today..
but still abit not enuff bahs. quite worned out le. -.-'''
am here going to study soon.. nv go carpark catching.
wan to go but den abit guilty. arghs! srryyyy
sighs. sometimes i juz duno wat i wan sia.
suan le bahs. i wouldnt even be able have wat i wan anyway.
sigh sigh sigh~

today waken up by yihong! >.<
call me to go lunching at lot 1 wif dq n hs.
actually dey wan to eat kfc de. but i insist on
LONG JOHN SILVER.
lols. dey eating tat for duno how many days le. XD
after that we went to play billard. me n dq VS hs n yh
we lost the first round but we won them in the 2nd round.!
exciting match lor. heart is pumping like duno wat sia >.<
den went to take away fish porridge for felicia n my god-daughter ^0^
dots lor. she said she wanna eat leftover rice and biscuits for lunch.
wth. torturing my god-daughter rite.!!! =X
XD den we played UNO. and tat idiot hs came up wif a forfeit.
whoever lose 3 rounds muz eat TABLE. -.-''' and he tio first.
lol! we took pictures of him eating TABLE!!!
loLS! after tat we raise the stakes to chairs and brooms XD!
reali damn fun. hahas! dq,hs n me both eat table and chair once.
but yh never. SI HENG KIA =X
den cia cook dinner for us. rice too hard wor but its nice!. >.<
errr.. after that went to yh hse ask her mum teach me poa.
and here i ammm now.. blogginnnn..
im ok now le... no need apologise..
im wilful and unreasonable on my part.
gotten over it. =)

love is beyond my comphrehension

today is a crappy day.. although i get to watch my fav show again.
at orchard. ya.. it's a series of unfortunate event. wif cherie.
everything was fine at first. ya. but? guess everyone's tired.
i dun like to do mind-reading anymore. especially when it doesnt pays off.
i dun realli feel good today. spent, tired, exhausted. mentally & physically.
slpt less than 4hrs in 48hrs. and bad things kept happening.
fanny left us bewildered in the afternoon after she suddenly said she's tired n left.
so unlike of her. smth bad muz have happen i tot. and im right tis time round.
yeap. den wat's supposed to be a happy thing turned into a rather sad n worried thing now.
i really wish to help. i wanted to. but time isnt on my side.
i got a end year exam to take care of and i reali wanna score well for it.
i will settle it as soon as possible after exams k? sighs.
worst still, wif these series of unfortunate events. i cant seem to find anyone
dependable.
so much abt studying and no time for movies.
yea. u shld noe how much i like tat show and how much i hope to watch wif u
u forget..?
u make me feel worse now.
maybe it's wrong to depend on anyone in the first place.

losing my will. i see no way

started off today, disgusted.
saw a GUY reading a LOVE NOVEL.
actually dere's nth disgusting abt it as i used to read dem too.
some are nice but some... XD
its his actions tat pissed me off lors. >.<
den saw fatin n chuting at the frontgate,
but i ignore dem
as i dun say hi to ppl im not-so-close wif. =X
went to macro tutorial and catch the movie,
Lemony Snicket's - A Series of Unfortunate Events
i immediately fall in love with Clever Violet Baudelaire.
i mean the actress. >.<
first time i ever felt so lorss! she's my angel!
though she's not of superb beauty,
she exudes a charm that's irresistable.
that's wat u call love at first sight huh?
omG i simply love her!!!
im going to collect the series too,
they seems interesting to me.
im becoming more bookworm~ ^0^

i'm hoping to see ya everyday..

went to pizza hut today wif jason and dq.
lols. heard something which dono is
gd news/bad news.
but to me is gd news lar XD
however muz verify first. cuz jason always tok cock.
if he reali does, he gonna get walloped. >.<
after that received a call for cw
den realise today gt macro.. -.-'''
arghs. den went to sch lors..
i juz wanna noe roughly wat would come out in exams.
but go dere met that SUPER talkative tutor. -.-'''
got veri little info from her. sighs
den posed as hanyang to get his results
he topped in the retest with 74 marks sia.!
lols. den tat tutor tried to counsel 'me' sia.. XD
den after that went home and read comics on the way back.
i bought 3 comics. ^0^
Naruto/Jie Jie Shi/Full Metal Alchemist
today shld be a happy day bah..?

something seems to be missing..

negative thoughts tend to accumulate in the night.
sighs.
thought abt so many
bad things to do..
bad ways to treat ppl..
evil plans to execute.. >.<
but nv once i've been able to do tat..
i tink so XD
am i a good person in tis way den?
NEVER. lols.
as gd ppl tends to die early. ^o^
so one advice for all of u out there.
dont tink too much in the night. >.<
is anyone listening (reading)?
sighs.

jus beginning to realise..
its impossible to stop tinking of you
keep away from the dreadful night..

so tired.
so damn tired.
so damn worned out.
hais..
world is cruel, love is blind
lost in sadness, blur in mind
heart is broken, flames had died.
time has passed and she's not mine.
found tis frm my online journal last time.
antique le lors. XD
dun worry, it has no meaning at all
juz happen to come across it.
does it matter? duh~
why shld i endure for things dat i dun like.
why shld i change myself to suit everyone's needs.
for the sake of everyone?
tis is silly. dun see them doing anything for me.
am i asking for too much? am i am i am i?
gosh. who am i toking to. crazy me..
enuff of crapping.
i tink i can do without u.
sighs.

forsaking all i have to salvage what's left..
im starting to doubt myself.

bahs.. wake up early today to handup bmgt project.
first time ever in my life. i gotta wait for a cab for like 45mins.
its CRAP can?!
dots. den went to pick up chuting.
dead quiet in the cab.
im so not used to it. XD
after that went to catch movie wif jj,wl n grace.
Howl's Moving Castle.
shldnt have called grace. so awkward lors.
GIRLS... duH >.<
enjoy the show alot.
looks like the theme is Heart (love) tis time round?
guess so? O.o

was it meant to be.. or not to be..?

hmm.. went to study in school today lors..
for wcomm.. meet fanny n cw bah..
came up wif quiz to test each other.. hahas.. XD
den have lunch.. den back to study again..
after tat go for macro lectures..
like studying social studies.. -.-'''
den do finish the wcomm headache like siaos le..
test is ok bah.. >.< i hope...
hmm.... alot of tings to said.. alot of things to tink..
but juz duno how to put them into words lehs. weird. >.<
time pass so fast wor..
my heart jus couldnt keep up wif the changes smtimes..
quite dongku..
but dere's nth much i can do.. nth.. nth..
unless i really got used to the changes?
m reali weak. damn me
tired.
i forgot the times when i perserve for smth.
cause i failed in the past.. and i see no point in doing so, again
now den i realise tat im such a fool. XD

i hope things will get better... if it doesnt..
i'll make sure it does. >.<

blurted everything out ytd. dun reali mean to do so.
but... i duno why.
ok lars. felt much better.
but its ok. used to it. shld i say used?
it shld be feeling another way. such an irony.
who cares wat the consequences would be?
yea who? juz mocking at myself. XD
skip bmgt tutorial. too tired. slpt at 4am ytd.
got back poa paper. 70%. freaking bad.
but i dun feel reali bad. i can always work harder. i noe.
not going to stop and cry over it.
but i dun hope much for macro. -.-'''
accp dq to creative for interview. hope he gets in.
im going fishing on sat. lols.
the taxi driver told us abt his experiences. caught 190kg catfish b4.
duno true anot XD

i live my life on the edge..

went out to do bmgt at chuting's house.
met fanny and chuting for lunch first.
fanny eat duck rice and i eat aloe vera peach ice.
feel like eeating icecubes.. XD
den went to chuting's hse lors. so weird dere.
chuting so quiet.. tok to her she dun wan tok to me. -.-'''
fine den. i also keep quiet. put on a strike also.
dun take her drinks and tissues. basically everything! >.<'''
lols. but it din last long lars. i took her prawn crackers afterwardss~ =X
den dinner she also attp lors. dun wan to go out cuz tired.
excuses. dots >.< but let her mum kick her out of the hse. loL~
had a heavy dinner den went home le. XD
saw smth. make me feel bad.
not that i wanna take it personal.
but i jus hope u would be urself infront of me too.
am i that unreliable too? i didnt take u for granted.
u were important to me. u noe that?

yearnings across the stars ocean..

blehx. today macro. sad case lars..
get sick at this moment. shucks k.
i can do those questions. i noe that. >.<
but i juz cant focus. zzz
u noe im worried sick abt u? duh..
make so many careless mistake? crap.
the macro invigilator is silly. tok so much for wat sia. dots
catch a cab to orchard for Howl's Moving Castle.
tickets sold out. lucky day huh..? =/
but i'm not reali that disappointed? why? XD
finish sypnosis for cats. i tink its great. =P
hope can catch it another day anyway..? sighhs

every feeling seem so insiginificant under ur presence
u're special in ur unique ways