was so immersed in the book
Angels & Demons by Dan Brown
that i hardly talks to anyone,
or do anything except my tutorials.
a book with a very high IQ
and lotsa interesting historical facts
regarding christianity.
captivating
went to sch
but hardly speak more than 10sentences.
back home, worst.
not even 1 complete sentence.
sorry,
am just not in the mood to really talk,
become a bookworm le.... o.o'''
there're supposely lots of happy things to
talk about but,
just don't know where to begin with.
back to my projects le. lalala

its going downhill..

love is not a feeling,
its a state of mind.
''Ni Hao Ma''
by Guang Liang.
enjoy.

finish ief today.
hmmm.. not actually well-done
but it was okok for the amount of effort put in
no idea why im still feeling sluggish
despite the pressure the tutor put on us.
arghs. maybe i realise that ief isnt one or
few day den can finish studying de.
it requires constant effort, and INTEREST
plays a very important role here.
i feel that im beginning to like ief more. weird huh?
hmm want to tell all my friends and you that
its not because we are stupid to fail the test,
its the problem with the module n tutor itself,
i tink this module is pretty new to us,
combination of micro n macro + GK,
thats why we arent used to it
and some of the tutors arent doing anything
to help us. independent learning huh?
such good excuses for them to laze around. -.-
hello? independent learning requires guidance too!
and i admit some sacarsm are good
at motivating students. O.o
but too much simply demotivate people.
its stupid can? -.-'''
students are dying from failing common test and projects
is that what all the tutors really wan to see?
deriving pleasure from seeing students repeatin? O.o
now i know why there's people jumping over np buildings. =/
its no mere accidents,
its part of the tutors evil plan. >.<
hmmm thinking again,
maybe the tutors jus want the student to have a gd fall
before finally deciding to help us? weird.
sigh, im not saying tutors are the only one at fault.
student requires some good spanking too.
including me -.-''' so...
tutor should change the way they teach and
the student should change their learning attitude. T.T
anyway back to ief common test,
with the amount of effort we had put in n our intelligence,
are we really any below of other ppl?
the truth is we arent any lousier than them.
at least thats how i think,
if we fail, hundreds of people gonna fail with us!
not being proud/cocky/arrogant,
thats how i feel, really!
no matter what we must believe in ourselve,
we've come this far le. lets continue! ^0^
hah. am still looking forward to sunday,
first month of my god daughter!
Genevieve Seah Sze Ying. nice name huh?

i do share your pain and sorrow,
so please let me be by your side..
anywhere.. anytime..
helping and cheering you up.

im not happy.
im unhappy. >.<
maybe its time to change my
perception,
temper,
attitude &
views towards things.
den i wont be me anymore.
bye bye to my old self.

importance of being unimportance.

my new blog song,
titled 'Till The End'.
sweet song.
for you and all =P
enjoy!

it's you till the end.

arr! alot of things to do after common test!
now when i wanna blog it down.
i forget le. -.-'''
nvmm.
it goes something like this.
ktv session at kbox/partyworld cy's clique/yuxin/TB10
arr! my S700i! *must take care of it. =P
mass shopping with cy's clique! window shopping
chilling out at coffeebean with cy's clique/huiying!
pass prezzie to huiying!
high-tea session with huiting! i didnt forget. ^0^
movie with ym's clique! world of the wars? O.o
wild wild wet! provided if hy & cw is going
continue doing cindy's blog. sorry stopped so long. >.<
and my driving lesson! stop so long -.-'''
gym!
swimming!
nyaa stuff!
you!
and alot more to be added. >.<
have to concentrate on studying le
slacking so much.
tonight still going zouk. -.-
dont feel like going but promise le... so.. >.<
its free anyway. hoho
think after taking up nyaa,
really have to brush up on my
time management! anger management too. XD

it's you and you only.

friend is really a good thing.
hah. chat with some of my
pri & sec sch friends these few days.
they still rmb me.
and i'm honoured to appear in mel's blog
saying i left a footprint in her life. haha
i tot i left 1 on her face. XD
crapping nia!
in their impression, im always
lame, crazy, smart, mr. nice guy, forever slping -.-'''
hardworking??!!! since when sia? XD
friendship are suppose to be
simple and sweet,
less complicating than love,
less troublesome,
less grueling.
jus feeling so glad and relax
in each other company. ^0^
i cant name everyone of u all out,
simply too many &
i hate blogging long entries.
pri sch friends & sec sch friends
i think we will have lesser chance of meeting up
with each other and soon lose contact. -.-'''
quite a scary thought.
thats why i dont like to grow up. >.<
but i will try my best not to let it happen.

appreciated are those who appear and make a difference in my life.

yawns. jus wakeup.
tot of taking a nap nia..
who knows slp so long lo.
wake up le still feel so tired somemore. zz
today is aaa common test paper,
make careless mistakes again.
i cant seem to correct my habit
of being careless -.-'''
think its part of me. XD
surprisingly i wasnt as guilty/upset
by it as before wor.
what does tat show?
lose interest in study?
or jus able to take it easier than before?
i hope its the 2nd one. >.< j
us watched initial D anime before i fall aslp. nice XD
ooi.. go see a doctor if it get worst can.
flu + sorethroat + difficulty breathing + vomit
not joking matter loh.
drink so many weird stuff -.-'''
must take care. >.<

tears that taste so sweet..

Friendster Horoscope reading, today

You're feeling both selfless and selfish when it comes to love -- an extremely enticing combination. Selfless enough to let them know you care, and selfish enough to reveal that you'll settle for no one else.

that's true

The urge to be with someone special has hit you -- and while finding the right relationship is tricky for us all, it's just a bit more challenging for you. What you're after isn't just the perfect partner. You're also looking for a worthy opponent. If you've already found them, events will make you realize how proud you are of your choice, and you'll tell them all about it. If you haven't, don't sit and pout. Slip into something red and resume the hunt. They're out there.

not very true.

done with sco de thing le,
felt that i had learnt alot from it.
ya, thx for mentioning me in ur blog,
what's going on in ur mind is true.
ya, even for someone who's impt to me
i wont take the initiative to msg her too.
does that shows that i dont care?
the friendship will remain broken
in one way or another. ya.
but we're still friends.
just merely friends.
if you expect anything more than it from me,
i dont think its possible for now.
some distance will do everyone of us good.
hope u will understand. =)
common test coming up.
ya. not really done with all the modules.
i think im quite stressed and fedup.
but just seeing you makes me feel better.

i just want to stay by your side.

ya. handup the sco form le.
only one night to make myself
come to terms with it.
ya. hmm i dont know what i did
is right or wrong.
continuing is like
1) hoping things will turn for the better for everyone
2) falling into a deeper slumber to continue to nightmare.
i choose option 1)
and also to put an end to everything i have started.
i dont know my selfishness would cause so much
misery to everyone.
naive.
ya now it doesnt matter much to me whether i got in anot,
at least in the process,
i saw the true faces of peope, those who
lied,
betray &
don't believe in me.
so i know thats really how they think of me,
such hypocrisy. =)
you people know who you are
and thx for lying to me.
i know you care for my feelings
but i dont need them.
im not sure how to face you people now,
but i think after a period of time it will be ok le.
its your words in that particular moment...
ya nvm..
everything will be fine soon.

im not sure of my feelings..

very tired these few days. T_T
alot of things already reach limit le,
mentally and physically.
i'm just blindly holding on to life,
like you're about to drown and u would just
grab anythingg jus to survive.
>.< today ief tutorial watch video lo!
nv go tru tutorial again..
now i noe why ief 90% failure rate lar.
but ok lar. the video quite nice.. its abt canada.
now then i know canada is so big and beautiful ya..
after looking at it makes feet that this world is really damn big,
but im just coping up in this small dot. -.-'''
so many things in the world that i want
to see, to explore, to learn.
an urge to explore the world. >.<
hai. but one life time is nv enough to explore the world lo.
just one canada got so many to see le. arghs!

such a long journey that i hope i can accompany you in..