Monday, January 31, 2005
; 11:56 PM
i shld just shut myself up
close my eyes,
close my senses,
close my heart,
let me go numb for jus tis once.
how hard i tried to lied, how hard i tried to hide
for my pride
for my tears
for everything.
it jus keep coming back.
u wouldnt noe how hurting it is. u never know.
; 3:14 PM
poa test was quite easy.
expected
but i still make a small blunder at the end -.-'''
lazy to add in 1 account for supplies expense. =.-'''
qian bians + sian diaox
if becuz of tis never get full marks
cfm regret like hell >.<
i don't know that a simple smile can be so
captivating.. god~
taking my dreams to the next level..
; 12:22 AM
hais. confused. tired. spent. exhausted.
i jus cant tink of any solution.
everything seems weird after
seeing you deep in thoughts.
wat could u be tinking about?
i hate the way things are now
shld i take the initiative
the ever first tear that flow for you, the pain's acting up again.
haunted by memories.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
; 2:03 PM
hoho! these few days nv blog. being lazy!
busy mugging for exams. left the stupid bca nias
the party was dull at first but HOT later..
too hot for me O.O
ytd's phone conversation was interesting.
dinosaur level of tinking.. go market fall down~ rofl!
now go out buy ny clothes le. abit guilty.
exam's round the corner mahs. hais~
im jus so afraid to fall again..
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
; 2:41 AM
huishan coming back from aus, sydney.
reaching SG on jan 28th, this Friday.
1.00pm Flight SQ220, Terminal 2.
parents kbing at this time of the night.
bth cant dey juz shut it up. -...-'''
quarrel over stupid tings again.
anger's fleeting.. remorse is eternal.. [2.50am]
Monday, January 24, 2005
; 5:08 AM
today learn something new today.
new perception,
new understanding
& new insights into things.
althought the process is torturous.
moreover ppl had to put up wif my frustrations and stuff.
sorry. >.<
but thanks too. =P
wcomm project do until 5am.
styles! break new record.
i'm not the prince you desire... [5.35am]
Thursday, January 20, 2005
; 3:47 PM
wcomm project ends at 9.30 before fanny and i went home. arghs
2nd time staying back at np until so late. -.-'''
canteen is in a pitch black. auntie off all the light. -.='''
np nite is sure scary. working in the dark =.-'''
jus den fanny told me a joke. i knock my head when i was laughing too hard. *-*'''
talk about our class. quite bad. population the smallest in bs.
no class spirit at all. not united. wat to do. Zzzz
keeping a distance apart.. going against myself..
all for my worthless pride..?
; 12:58 PM
woww! bca is pure crap. got two 0!!! O.O''' overlook two important part.
the absolute referencing and the last week tutorial one.
did she say we shld include the last week work?
i don't know. she never say.
shit her.
there's still wcomm project. -.-'''
i want go open house! see girls =X
ur smile's so mesmerizing..
im captivated.
; 12:30 AM
everything's fine! she apologise. wahahah.
ok. im partly at fault too and its a bit ungentleman. but im born stubborn! =/
have to be NATURAL mahz. >.<
still chionging wcomm report. cuz couldnt finish it today. grp member all sick.
am i the next? -.-'''
tml still have bca presentation. arghshope i can scrap tru >.<
gd luck to me.
i will if u ask me to.. i promise..
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
; 7:07 PM
hahs! got a new set of comics frm my friend, sylvia. turns out nicer expected. 篮球小将. main character reminds me of 麻倉 叶 from shaman king. guess i gonna take it as a replacement until the new volume is out. >.<
hahs. fanny's so funny when she's down with flu. crying and sneezing at the same time. =..(
>.<
no chinese new year for me to celebrate.
everyone's talking abt buying new clothes and visiting relatives. kaoz. tio gekz. lotsa stuff to do even during the 3 week long break.
hais. i need a
'secretary' --'''
Monday, January 17, 2005
; 5:03 PM
i don't what went wrong ytd.
no idea why u yell at me when im just joking around.
no idea what makes you think that i go all out to mock at ya.
im sorry for what i said.
im disappointed in your 'understanding' in me all along
im sad for what kinda of a person u see me as.
if you cant ;
accept me the way i am.
accept the way i talk.
leave me alone then.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
; 2:27 PM
sch's getting really boring. -.-''' went sch today. went into the econs tutorial class. i tot im veri late and yet i saw 3 ppl in the class onli. plus tat useless eng kiat. farkupz. spend less than half an hour to finish the whole freaking tutorial which suppose to last for 2hrs?! god. den came the stupid bmgt which also last only for 1 hr. no bca lecture. went back home after going sch for like 2hrs? -.-''' im really dubious abt ngee ann's reputation of having an ESTABLISHED REPUTABLE BUSINESS SCHOOL. HAISz. crapping to myself. once. again.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
; 1:00 AM
omG. juz came back from S.H.E concert. its quite GREAT except for the faulty sound system and the stupid 4-way concert stage! the idea of the 4-way concert stage is so farking stupid. people at the west entrance DUN get to see their face at all cuz dey seldom turn to dere! hah! im at the north entrance! loL! hebe today so so so so so so so beautiful in her red china dress and she's carrying a red umbrella! she's simply dazzling!!! argh! i gt no camera to took it down! shucks~ AND her last costume of the day! omG! black sexy gothic-liked dress! look so fantastic on her!!! so so so beautiful -.-''' cant slp tonight le. argHHH!
Saturday, January 08, 2005
; 1:11 AM
hahs! today went to marina to have steamboat. some sorta celebrations for dq and yh bd! hah! gt into some heated argument along the way. the same old 'late' tingy again. resolved at the end. killed several crab and prawns today -.-! ok. den we went near the 'beach' which is not more dere cause some big machinery dig some reali big hole dere to store rain water -_-''' spoiling the image. sighs. one less hangout place. got a drink after that and went home. tats all. hais duno also i write for who to see. >,<
Thursday, January 06, 2005
; 12:12 AM
happynewyeeeearrr. blog's back. been empty for like half a year. hah. change a new blogskin. look kinda cool huh? gonna use it until i come up with my own designs. still quite a lota things to be done. tink i kinda screwed it up. nd dreamweaver to finish the job. sighs. half of the contact links is gone. wats happening. >.< anyone still rmb my blog? sighsssssss
