aRGHS! cny is getting more and more boring
seems like going around to get angbaos nia. >.<
went to my dad's & mum's side.
from 2pm-2am
din really talk much
and play much
hahahaa
only play with the small kids
and play pool & watch movie with my dad's side cousins XD
my mum's there de cousins all busy wif their life sia
friends, girlfriendss, etc >.<
so din really ahve chance to talk to dem
hais!
anddddddd my parents told me that they
arent going over to my godmum's hse tml
ask me go there alone -.-'''
god for 18 years i've never been dere on cny
without my parents...
now its so weird to ask me go alone lars. >.<
zzzZZ
what should i do. T_T

its not a dream right..?

can't believe i spend the new year's eve
sleeping and eating
sleeping and eating again.
god!
im really gonna become a pig
at this rate. T_T
but its ok larh i wanna become fat
so when i wanna train up
the result is more visible ^0^
okok im jus making up excuses for myself T_T
hurhuR! jus came back from yewtee's macdonalds
with zenho yihong kaihong
hah! but i din eat anythijng.
im simply too full after having 3 rounds of
steamboat. i cant rmb how many servings
i eaten during these rounds. XD
den met melvin, yinhan and elizabeth
hahha den at there talk crap awhile
i din talk much as i was busying watching
the macdonald screen. dey got show
some funny funny clips de. XD
elizabeth seem to have grown prettier
and someone would like to noe her sia. XD
i wont say who lest i get freaking murdered later.
ok! hope everyone would find their happiness
in this wonderful new year.
i must start to grow up le. >.<

a wonderful happy chinese new year to all

in the past,
i always thought that
friends should be honest with each other
and my friends are happy with my
straightforwardness in the past.
but it doesnt seems to be the case nowadays.
maybe things are more complicated now
than in the past.. sighhhhhh
what ppl need now may be just some
words of encouragement and praises from you.
not words of honesty that will make them
feel more terrible..
ya maybe i should learn to be more
sensitive and cautious to the words i said. >.<
aarghHH!
growing up is hard!
ar! today chinese new year eve!
hope everyone enjoy a happy new year
and get lotsa of angbao. XD

the stars that light up the pathway of truth

cherishing every moment
we have together
is the utmost importance to me now.
there's no need to think abt any other thing
when i have you here with me.
and ya,
your not given any more choice now le
i'm your only choice.
*biteS!

cherish this moment

love should be simple
isnt it suppose to be that way?
love came from mutual feelings,
its built from mutual feelings
towards each other
and grow from it.
why let other things stop what your
heart suppose to do..?
desires may be bad
but how bad can the
desires to care and love someone be?
i just want to love you with my heart
thats all.
simple.
is that evil?
what matters is we're happy tog.
what good would be it when we are both worn
out by all the rules and regulation
and den we be together.
would we be truly happy?
maybe you would
but im not so sure for myself.
i just wan a simple love.

my love life suck.

Exams Timetable

FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT
25 Feb 2006
SAT
09:00 AM - 11:00 AM

BUSINESS LAW
27 Feb 2006
MON
09:00 AM - 11:00 AM

HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT
01 Mar 2006
WED
09:00 AM - 11:00 AM

COST & MANAGERIAL ACCOUNTING
03 Mar 2006
FRI
09:00 AM - 11:00 AM

the test dates are evenly spread out.
and the hardest CMA is at the back.
should be able to do well =P

study like there's no tomorrow

ARGHHHHHH!
there's so many movies i wanna watch T_T
A Chinese Tall Story
Cheaper by the Dozen 2
Elizabeth Town
Pride and Prejudice
The Family Stone
but all no time to watch!
driving
nv ending common test
exams
projects. -.-'''
hope all the movies will sitll be intact
after all these has ended. >.<

your the one

happy new year! >.<
was quite happy for this coming year
but suddenly my mood hit the bottom. T_T
seems like things arent going well for me
at the end of this year.
makes lotsa mistake
let lotsa ppl down. >.<
sorry to all. ( u ppl shld noe who u r =P )
i'm glad that i finally have the courage
to put a stop to a mistake thats repeating
itself for years.
good job zhan ^0^
although the pain is quite unbearable at first
but i believe its gonna get better as time past.
no turning back le >.<
ya.. been bothered by common test
and an important thing.
stressfullll.....
i can't be myself, saying stupid things.
its just happen everytime..
i noe its the lack of confidence in myself.
been trying hard but it wasnt easy at all.
the greatest enemy is myself. >.<
i must stop my stupid behaviour somehow
hope everything will turn out better this year.
jiayous

a miracle to happen