zzz! shldnt have wokeup early to come to BOF lecture
i swear i will never attend anymore BOF lecture from now on.
waste of my time~~ T_T
today still need to go cathay to attend staff meeting. zzz
nth to do for the whole afternoon. gonna rot to death le. zzz!
i want to go home and sleep!

weeeeeeeet! been 6 days since i last blogged
had a great rest, can feel energy coming back XD
slowly recovering but some wounds & fatigue are hard to healed
there're alot of things to do:
clear the projects; BOF & FBM
start planning baby Genevieve's BBQ on 24th June! i simply loves her!
also plan for the china trip. cfm have alot of stuff to bring de sians
and i just replied a email that is already like 3mths late..
really sorry for not replying!
hmmm.
its hard to be good to everyone...
sometime its agonising to have so much that you wanna cherish
cause its hard to give everything to those that u cherish
there are those that you will always tend to overlook.
sigh, i hope i can be good to everyone too..
i never had this kinda dilemma before. T_T
seems like the older you grows, the more friends you would lost
thats sad. zzz
ehh~ uploaded the song by S.H.E
不作你的朋友!
enjoy this song folks! =)

i hope to have the power to change the things now and yet still hold you in my arms.
is that too much to ask for..?

omGGG! jazz is just so intriguing, soothing and NICE
hahah. i liked jazz a long time back
but its unknown to many.. cause not much ppl around me
actually listened to jazz.. i dont listened much to jazz too
but i jus like the feeling of it..
every jazz brings out something them~
simply fantastic!
was feeling quite blue until i really listen to the songs
though it never really drives those feelings away
but i still feel comforted and soothed.
it brought back memories, fond and bad memories..
arghhh~~~ my vocab are so limited
couldnt really express myself. >.<
anyway i've uploaded the song, it's titled
"What a Difference a Day Made" by Jamie Cullum.
enjoy =)

hahahah!
got a super super super belated present from Jasmine.
my birthday is like 1st of April and look when issit now? XD
hehehehehe
nvm i owe her present for like 4mths + too. *ROFL
im worst. XD
arghss! maybe thats the retribution i get today.
got really sick, kept coughing
no choice but to went to the doctor.
waited for like 1hr because of a little pri sch girl
whose poor hands was slashed by something and
require immediate treatment. >.<
she was kinda brave to me cause she never shed any tears at all
and i didn't hear any crying coming out from the room too.
she's amazing for a pri sch girl!
anyway after seeing doctor went to catch MI3!
not as good as what i had expected
am glad that i had catch it in the weekdays!
the whole show is about retreving a highly dangerous substance
named 'the rabbit's leg' and till the end of the show
we had no idea what that thing is and what is it for!!!
keep us in suspense and leave us puzzled leaving the cinema. -.-'''
*faints!
oh ya.. i was wondering why my heart was pumping hard in the cinema
tot it was because of the shows but den in the end think its
because of the medicine. it made me drowsy but my body
is still fighting hard to stay awake and focused. T_T
after the show i felt weak all over. stupid med
went home and slp awhile. hurhur
this is really going to be a busy semester this year.
lets see how well am i going to do
juggling with my work,studies,friends & family bah!
nights everyone! XD

there are things thats are always easier said than to be done.
i find that i'm actually very naive still, innocent.
i guess that is how to be a teenager.
you will feel like nothing is impossible to you
until the time when you are so caught up in the situation
and then you find out 'ya so this is exactly how it feels like' >.<
felt so powerless.
especially in bgr r/s
i tot i could handle it well.
infact i couldn't
naive, stupid & innocent
i could hardly get the situation right.
now i know why all along you said that i was immature in some way,
not strong enough for you and all that stuff.
i thought it was just your excuses.
now i see why.
though powerless and useless i may be now,
i will change.

saw something that i shouldnt see at all
hand itchy i guess
having mixed feeling abt it.
dono was it the fear of losing jus a friend or smth else
rather i dont see it at all. -.-
i have to learn to cope with uncertainty
my own feelings n emotions,
not to be overwhelmed by it.
i'm still not strong enough.

it's sad to know that the world after
you graduated and start working can be very small.
you're like confined only within your workplace,workdesk
and the collegues around you.
worst still if it's going to be an office job. -.-'''
imagine for the nxt 5-10yrs u will be stuck in the same place
doing the same old things, talking to the same old ppl
eating the same old food and seeing the same old things over
and over again. O.O'''''''''''''''
what a horrifying thought. T_T
the idea of forever studying in school is much much better! >.<
there's alot more to learn as a student than a worker.
although there're tears shed, they are all memories so dear to us,
memories that we will nv let go in our life!!!
i wonder why the working world is so complicated sometimes.
we are all so innocent at first
why things gets so dark afterwards? =/
im reallygonna learn to appreciate the life im having now!
ermm or maybe not......?
arghsSSSSS!! i hate myself for talking like an old man now! T_T
faintssssssss!
gonna make sure my future job would be exciting and involve
alot of travelling around, meet lotsa ppl (simple & sincere)
& learn new things! i will die rotting in one place!
wahahahahahha!
a few more hours is the 'judgement' day
lots of gd luck to me!
*cheers!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
finally the long awaited blog entries. XD
sorry these few days were too busy~
wahahaha. last friday is really super..
hmmm how would i say?
chaotic!!!
its like my 5th day working there and i already witness
something BIG happened!!!
our biggest grandest GRAND CATHAY broke down!
it was showing MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 3 DIGITAL that time.
and the thing just go JI BA BOOMMMMMMMMM~
den no sound le. XD
wahahaha. den i heard those movie goers were all 'locked up'
inside for like 20mins plus, watching the stupid mime show
before they were released. *roll on floor laughing XD
then when all of them come down,
their face was like -.-'''''''''''''''''
and begin to flame us like dragons gone out of loose~
duh like we really owe them something.
hello we are just staff ok?
its THE CATHAY who owe you an apology.
we do not know what is going on at all -.-'''
nxt time please go easy on us. zzz
then we are suppose to do refund for dem
and customers start to go crazy and keep asking
for ridiculous refunds. like carpark fee, popcorns and drinks etc.
crap, super cheapskate larh
trying to take advantage of situations nia. -.-'''
if you are really angry with not being able to catch the show
i dont think things like popcorns and coke could really appease you
otherwise you are really shallow. >.<
crapp.... i typed a really long entry
but blogger.com just cockup and half of it is gone. -.-'''
arghs!
no mood to blog liao.
alrite i jus summarise
its goes like this,
staff work until very late
glen brought us drinks & food from concession
jack&jill,lays,mangocheesecake,cookiescake etc etc
even treated us to supper, western food,friedrice,noodles etc etc
and i said something like staff welfare at cathay sucks
so please dont work there nxt time for god sake. >.<
oh ya! & irene gave me a new bag today
it was in lime green! XD
a colour that i seldom wear
im still thinking what kinda clothes to go with it.
hmmmmm~ think gonna need a pair of new shoes
and shirts.
shit... more expenses!
*K.O

guess i gonna need alot of luck for my driving.
performance have been going uphill & downhill
sometimes good sometimes bad.
and when its bad, it's really bad.
must be really really really careful. >.<
the end is near...... T_T

things are getting pretty bad for me this month
it's hard for me to describe literally here.
just feeling that my interpersonal relationship
hasn't been really good these few weeks
i just dont quite feel the same with ppl anymore
seems like there's smth caught in between
and this feeling is very uncomfortable.
i did try to talk more but it seems that i never
get back positive response from ppl.
felt really distant from everyone.
rather stayed alone if things dont work out like that
since everything i do & said seems to be wrong
i think i better lie low for this month,
try to keep my mouth shut and wait till things gets better
maybe this is just a really bad month for me. T_T

oh great! how clever am i to schedule
my work into my driving lessons and other things!
arghs!!!!! T_T
this is what you do when you try to do things in a rush
went to watch art of seduction today,
walked a long distance from wheelock place
to cathay cineplex!
the streets was filled with alot alot of ppl.
i get headache when i walk in crowds
but i still enjoy the walk.
art of seduction is definitely a super hilarious show
i never watch korean shows
cause i think they are shows that have alot of crying
and alot of nonsense stuff >.< no offence!
the only korean shows i watched before are
My Sassy Girl, Windstruck and this art of seduction
hahah they all shared one common characteristics.
all are romance + comedy shows!
enjoyed the show alot!!!
one of the best movie that i actually watched these few weeks.
went home after the show cause
we dont want to stay for dinner. very late >.<
did quite a 'stupid' thing today. T_T
but luckily it ends up well..
everything is worth it!