am doing my new temp blogskins
and was looking through photos that i wanted to upload,
i was astonished to see how much we had changed in
the past 6mths.
the changes was dramatic, to me
everyone had changed in these 6 mths.
maybe we are too used to each other that
we could hardly see the changes in one another.
that is why taking photos are for,
to remind us of the changes taken place
and to keep the fond memories behind? >.<
the changes was abit too much for me to take it.
so felt a bit stunned. XD
this is what life is about~
no matter what,
hope the changes are for the better! *cheers

today was quite an 'eventful' day
hurhurs
suppose to go out with cady,silly,sab,yiru
but in the end all can't make it due
to some unforeseen circumstances.
its suppose to be a very happy day wors. T_T
but things jus went wrong. hurhur
in the end went there with jj,ben,mel,kervin,jason,kh
played a game call Munchkin!
hahah its a RPG game that have many classes
i would call the game of Moderate difficulty
but dont know why, ben jason and kh
kept playing it very slowly. -.-''
in the end we spend like 3hrs on that single game alone
hahaha. but we had real fun
this game although moderate to play,
but winning is difficult!
the main objective is to get to level 10
and you wins the game!
you can choose your race and class!
Race there are dwarf,human,elf & halfdwelling etc
class there are thief, cleric, warrior, wizard etc
each classes have their own characteristics,
advantages and disadvantages!
i started off with ELF & WARRIOR,
who could gain 1 level by
helping another player to kill a monster!
so i'm a friendly guy who simply helps everyone!
hahah because i can gain level faster in this way! XD
and you can equip items that add bonus to ur character.
i was the first to reach level 9 when was abt to win
when all begin to sabo me with cards lo. sigh!
den towards the end of the game everyone is like
plummeting each other with their Cursed cards.
its difficult to end the game cause any player
can play any amount of cursed cards to lower ur level
or made u lose to a monster!
hahahahah! we go on for abt 1 hr
until a super, ultra lame surprising ending came
it was my turn and i draw a card.
the card is called 'Holy Intervention' which reads
'Any cleric class character gains 1 level. if any player
reaches level 10 in this way, he/she win this game
The winner have the right to mock the other players now'
diaos -.-''' and happen that ben and jason both were
cleric that was level 9 already and then
we had 2 winners -.-'''
the rest of us were like 'wtf larh?!!!'
the game ends in this stupid way. whhahaha
supposely i wouldnt have draw that card if dey
didnt shuffle that card from the discard pile
to the library pile larhs!
super sway!
but its because we aint familar with the game rules.
next time we would be able to play it better.
all in all settlers cafe is a good place to hangout!
http://sg.settlerscafe.com/
hahah. sounds like im advertising for them.
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to cady & sab:
i don't want things to be like this too,
I'm sorry.

fever
nosebleed
headache.
just kill me.

really didnt want things to get worst anymore
i guess most of the time i jus cannot get the
situation clear and ended up saying more
wrong things -.-'''
i suck at expressing myself sometimes..
i tried to relieve a tense situation but ends
up elevating the tension even more.
sometimes words that i say i dont mean them at all,
i jus speak without using my brain.
i really meant no harm at all,
i know the damage had already been done.
but this is just the way i speak..
without any intention of hurting anyone.
furthermore i gets angry at trivial stuff
i was really oversensitive at times,
maybe its because when big stuff really happens
i was normally the one who is calm and keep smiling.
i guess there was some unbalancing that cause my
emotions to work in a haywire conditions. T_T
i will make it a point to change,
to be more careful with my words &
my emotions.
i just hope there i could be given a chance
to change for good!
no one's perfect,
accept my flaws as it is
and i will changed.

these few days of school is still ok bah
all the lecturers are very exciting..
except for one which is really dead
din even want to give us aircon -.-
hahaha. actually not his fault larh. XD
our lecture.. hmm can say is quite happening bah
they now planning a bonding camp le
it is organised by TB31! then we still got 3 events
that would be planned by the other 3 class
which is to say it will be my turn soon.
surprisingly when they ask for other class coordinators
i actually volunteer myself. XD
hurhur. i must be out of my mind or smth! >.<
weeeeeeeet!
time for me to crap a bit le.
it seems all so natural for feelings to change overnite
not that anyone wanted it but it jus changes?
be it friendships or love.
is it like really like this?
what abt ppl who tried really hard to do wateva
they can to stop things from changing?
im tired of trying so hard.
sometimes it just doesnt pay to try so hard at all.
the harder i try, the worst it gets.
is it better for me to sit there and stop trying?
or issit that the method i use were wrong?
i really couldnt figure out whats wrong.
i kept thinking no one is trying hard except for me..
thats why things is that tiring for me!
i'm too engrossed in other things le bah..
hais maybe things would be much easier to be honest
with each other, so that things wouldnt be brought to
a stage where there's already a crack.
hais, maybe all in all.. the problem lies in me too.
my temper.
i get angry over too trivial matters..
hurhur. i shld start learning to keep my temper
under control.
sorry that i let alot of ppl down
cause alot of disappointment.
i hope time would return all of us to our rightful places
and sets everything right!

hurhur
today is a scary day for me!
its 2nd day at work at Cathay Orchard!
everything was fine until the 3rd hour
and my collegue who work with me
told me that the counter we work at ytd
actually have 67dollars missing
and we are suppose to replace the 67 dollars with our pay
-.-''' dotx. i'm freaking stun loh.
how can that be larhs! -.-'''
2nd day of work den kana things lidat.
my colleague already surrender then wanna give up
her pay le! den i yue xiang yue bu gan yan
den went to talk to manager. LOL
talk for quite awhile
finally won le! no nd pay the 67dollars! whhhahaha
so happy!!!
hmm. thats abt all le.
dont feel like bloggin le.
weeet!

weeeeet...
watch 8 Below on Sunday at Cathay Orchard!
its really a very nice show abt the courage of the snowdogs
and their natural instincts and ability to survive in the wild,
a very intriguing show that kept me glue to the screen.
i'm gonna give some spoilers here~
so to those who haven't watch it, stop reading from now.
hahaha!! XD
there are some part that really touched me,
the way Max, one of the sleddogs, actually refused
to leave a dying sled dogs behind when others
just leave when they knew it can't make in anymore.
and Max also save Maya, the so-called enemy of him
in the sleddogs team at the ending part.
Maya was the leader and somehow they vie
to be the LEADER of the pack earlier on. >.<
i'm not sure whether in reality, dogs could
be actually be as feeling as it were shown in the movie.
the show actually show the dogs struggling for survival
like we see in a warshow and they actually had
human feelings. >.<
it's really a nice show! enjoyed it alot
even though before the start of the show, i was really
upset and unhappy. >.< but the show cheered me up!
i'm always motivated by things that preaches
moral value, humanity and others. ^^
in the real BAOC event.
i find out that i'm actually very easily affected
by things around me.
what ppl said and what ppl do
i wasn't like so in the past.
i felt like an idiot now and i certainly
dont like the way i am now.
actually felt very useless that i lack the ability to
pluck up my courage and take the initiative
to point out what's wrong and what's right.
maybe in the process of making everyone feeling
better i'm actually making myself miserable.
i stayed away from crowds, tried to go along with
things that i don't agree with.
i could be quiet abt things but certainly
i'm not happy abt them
but i jus chose to kept quiet
and let things continue to goes wrong.
i'm angry and sick at myself for not doing anything.
for not being able to do anything.
useless idiot.
am i like this in the past?
why had i became like this?
these questions kept pounding at me.
felt useless, super useless.

i dont need any more things to make me feel like
the most useless person in the world.

finally we went to Halo Bar to chill!
bought a jar of Vodka Redbull and share it among ourselve
the drink is rather diluted but they drink until face red

and then sleek of alcohol lohhhhh~ hahahaha
den we went to play pool and photohunt
hahahha. yiru keep doing stunt inside loh!
i guess she went too high le~ whahaah
and then we played the photohunt!
duno issit we drunk le or wat.. we did very badly on the 1st game
hahaha very obvious de we all also cannot see loh
but on the 2nd game we buck up and we won the 1st! YEA!!!yiru,zhanhong,silly! 1st in photohunt!!!
after finishing the game den we left le~ its already 6+
and they had to go do bukit timah plaza do manicure!
i wonder how are they gonna face the ppl dere lo..
one sleek of alcohol.. another one like guang gong..?! XD
hahaha had great fun and we were planning to hold our
band gathering there too! lols~
now super tired.. and tml have to go gym to workout also
because of the dance stopped for many days le. mus buckup!
last but not least.... lets look at silly in her silly pose!

sian sian sian!
nowadays can't even find a friend to watch movieee!
whats wrong with watching cartooon!
i wan watch Ice Age 2 arH! T_T
people say grow up the world is much bigger than you can imagine~~
why i feel the world like getting smaller and smaller for me.
sigh~

blog is about 80% or so finished
just had some tweaks to fixed
just now a freaking bangla completely
spoil my mood. -.-'''
he was washing the floor and he happen to dirty some clothes that my mum had hanged outside. my mum was abit irritated and asked him to becareful next time when washing floors. he replied in a very disturbing tones and they went out rattering outside while i was eating. can't stand it , was in a foul mood and so went out to find out what happen. i jus told the bangla my mum just telling you to becareful next time and dont dirty the clothes, what's there to argue? we pay you to do the job somehow and the huge pile of clothes is over there and u telling us you can't see it? wtf? who you think ya kidding. zzz and here's the climax he answered back 'ok loh i dont wash your level larh, you washed yourself' -.-''' thats when i was really pissed and i started hurling profanities at him. i almost wanted to beat him into a pulp for saying that. my mum pulled me back and he chickened out. XD first, he dirty our clothes, we nv made him pay for dem. jus telling him to becareful next time thats all. though my mum's tone is abit irritated but its a huge pile of clothes we are talking about here and she had to rewashed it again. he could jus say sorry and fark off. what a loser. need people to kb him. idiots. zz -.-''' disturbing.. completely spoil my mood. -.-''' idiots!

finally decided to blog after so many days!
been busy, lazy, tired these few days
going gym and jogging in the night
i jus stopped these few days
cause have to practise for dance
and i dont want my overgrown muscle
to make me stiff like one woodblock
alrite alrite~ lets rewind back to 31st March!
1 day before my birthdayyyy~
celebrated with class Tb07 in the zoo
was ok bah. din really enjoy that much
most of the time my mind jus wander off
oh ya! 31st march is cw birhtday!
so they are actually celebrating for him
and not for me. T_T
i'm angry! lols!
so the whole day was jus taking pics
of the animals~ seeing serene and cw
chasing each other and throwing water
at ppl occasionally.
seriously i felt its more entertaining watching
them than looking at the animals. XD
hahah! and at the end of the day
they gave cw and me our present
i got a Mickey Mouse watch!
seriously liked it alot.
it's a beautiful watch.
i was told that actually dey wanted
to give the levis watch that cw had to me
and the mickey mouse watch that i had to cw
and happen so cw liked the levis watch and
so they changed it! *phew
am glad that dey changed it! >.<>
yeaaa~ den that night after zoo dey went to
Ministry of Sound without me! XD
din go cause was feeling too tired & heavy
in the heart.
finish up the rest of my vodka
and went to slp!
hmmm! the next day is fish & co
waited farking long for those bastards to come out
its like 2pm wait till 7pm
miscommunication they said, but wateva la.
went to sim lim with yh,kh and jason.
den had dinner at 8+ at fish&co there
was made to stand up on the chair
holding a sparkle in the hand
and everyone is singing birthday song for me
not just my friends! IS EVERYONE THERE.
other customers who are eating also sing
*faints u imagine how paiseh issit? -.-'''
hahaha! then bet on football with kh
for a cup of Insomnia and i won!
this drink from Fish&Co is really nice
its made of coffee, honey and vanilla(not sure)
the taste is very smooth,
first you taste the sweetness of the honey
and the last is the bitter taste of coffee
try it nxt time if you were there!!!
oh ya! when eating the sword fish
i ate 2 ropes and i spilled it out in time -.-'''
else i think i would have to go for operation
kinda gross right? but thats what i ate! XD
den i complain to the management
they explain that this couldn't be their fault
dey said the fish must have eaten the rope
by mistake! XD lols! rofl
hahaha. they decide to waive the fish from our bill
weeeeeeeeeeeeeet!
after that we went to Liquid Room to club
without jj and kervin! dey spoilsport!
both because of girls den nv come. =X
well nvm! the 11 of us went anyway~

kh & i wanted to get drunk..
but 2 idiots got drunk before we could
and they're freaking noisy. =/
den had to take care of dem!
after that den went home
quite a crazy night!
now dey all siao clubbing le. XD
that was about all that happens bah..
as far as i can rmb!

feel with your heart..