if only regrets could bring back time that are lost,
mend promises that are broken
and undone damages
i don't mind living a few decades lesser.

Labels: kill me

had drinks with hamster, jeff, yihong and jason just now
it was fun though its jus a 2 hours of guessing games, 20pc nuggets and crap
hamster is still as weak as always. loser >.<
too bad it was work 7-7pm tml. zzz nvm. T_T

watched Surf's Up on wednesday after work
actually thought that i'm suppose to work till night
but i was too bored at work to continue that day
so i sneaked off when everyone went off. XD

but in the end it turns up im suppose to work until 4pm only. -.-'''
scare myself silly for nth. XD
wahahah! lucky enjoyed myself for the movie
the baby penguins are cute and SURFBOARDING is really cool ^^

it makes me want to go rendan so badly
but i'm not sure whether the place is good for surfboarding. =/
but no, i'm not going there until i saved up enough
and then get rid of the stupid tummy i get from taiwan

i think nowadays im so cooped up at work. >.<
that i really dread going to work nowadays
but my expenses were so high that i cant do without the job
so i had no choice but to stay on. -.-'''

however i'm still looking for job that are enriching and fun
so anyone who have job offer for me,
please kindly inform me as i would be free for the nxt 3-4months or so
my enlistment to army is delayed. XD

my job requirement is as below
1) pays more than 1.4k per month (after CPF)
2) 8-5, 9-6 working hours
3) ENRICHING & CHALLENGING

the last requirement is the most important of all
i can't stand daily routine work that basically require no brain at all.
and arghs my blog is so dead that i dont think no one bothers to read it at all
i'm so unwanted. T_T

Saturday, June 16, 2007

super tiring day as i worked for more than
like 15hrs straight in a day? XD
but it was somehow a good experience for me
learnt how to open wines and pour wines correctly! ^^

and ah! i manage to open around 5 bottles of champagne without
skyrocketing the cork towards the banquet hall. XD
it was quite easy but somehow require abit of strength
if you wan to do it in a more elegant way. =X

also gained some knowledge on different types of wine.
white and sweet/dessert wine are my favs now. XD
as that day is a french function, get to see alot of french cuisine
i can say that their desserts are really fantastic! ^^

at the end of the day the chef even allow us to take away
some of the wines that were 'uncorked' but not touched by
the guests. so nice of him unlike the head chef. >.<
took our wine away. grrrr

arghs! and i was too tired that day after taking the co. cab
that i forget to get the receipt from the taxi uncle
actually is i reminded the uncle but he forget to print
it out for me after returning me the change >.<

luckily i get jason,ken and jeff who were outside at zouk
to print me a receipt later at night so i can claim it. =X
it was more than what i paid earlier on.
wahahah zhuang dao!

Sunday, June 18, 2007

it was bad, i couldn't understand why things
had to be brought to this stage
maybe if i were to helped more in the past
den the ending may not be this way

pple jus fall to being practical and callous
after they see the so-called society
isn't the most impt thing is stay true to yourself?
what's more amusing is that they think its right to conform to it.

to me it's jus a form of weakness
if you can't beat them, join them.
i'm not going to let myself become lidat.
no way.

internet connection have reached to a point
where its farking slow and lagging
feeling so pek chek over it
arghs!

why issit that after you have feel better and
want to go back to the past
you discover that things aint the same anymore and
perhaps its useless even when you put in effort to savage it

i guess in the end it boils down
to being consistent in life bah.
my inconsistent nature would only
lands me into greater misery

time to make a change.

wooooooooo
just came back from jogging. T.T
damn tired
jog for like 20mins lidat,
ya its 20 mins only

i have grown weaker than i tot
have to keep running to keep myself fit
and get into shape before i go army! >.<

but earlier in the day ate quite alot
already said dont want to eat so much le
in the end today have a bbq function
SATAY, CRAYFISH & DRUNKEN PRAWN!!!
i succumb to the temptation and ate some
drank 2 beer also! bbq food rocks with beer i figure out
but it only give u bigger spare tyre!

arghs! must work extra hard liao
tml have to wakeup at 8am and report work at 10pm
might be joining TB10 cliques for dinner at town.
no guys seem to be going, so i might not go. so extra. >.<
tml will be a better day! =p

i just want to discard the unhappy memories

and keep those dear to me

while i move on to embrace a new future!

Labels: a new chapter