我只知道自己的感觉是再真实不过了

arghhhhH!
was grounded at home. T.T
was made to stay at home so as to not spread the virus around in the office!
super ultra sians!!!!

am getting further and further away from my 2.5k salary limit. T.T
being absent today means i have to clock in 6 more hrs
and nxt week medical review on wed is going to take up the whole morning
which means another 3 hrs.

6 + 3 + 11 = 20hrs!
need to clock in at least 20hrs now to hit the target. T.T
which means i have to OT at least 4hrs a day at to hit my target.
zzzz! i was getting so near and all these shits have to happen!!! arghs!

well but at least i get to spend a day at home and
i'm glad that i have finally finish one of my psp games
Megaman Maverick Hunter X
and u knows what? my megaman can shoot HADOKEN FIREBALL!!! ^^

now i have to finish the book that hanyang had lend me
Rich Dad, Poor Dad soon before he ask for it back. >.<
now that i have actually laze at home, i hate the thought of gng back to office tml.

contradiciting huh? >.<
and my eyesights is getting worst everyday
think it have to do with me using my old specs had spoil my eyesight
if not its the long hrs of staring into the computer at work.

no matter what, this means i ahve to get a new pair of specs soon
before i totally spoil my eyesight. T.T
i regretted spoiling my eyesight when im young
when i tot wearing specs is cool. (stupid huh?)

how i wished i wasnt that naive tha ttime. T>T
i wan my perfect eyesight backkkk!!!
i tink i might have to go to the laser treatment
as the last resort if i have to. sighhhh

tml am going to watch Hairspray!
a retro musical whcih i tink would be really nice
but the girls insisted that we all dressed up in retro like dem.
-.-''' crap retro?! guys look gay in retro!!!

am not going to dress like retro tml
but i would have fun looking at them dressing up demselve silly tml. XD
whahahaah
that should be smth worth laughing abt. ^^

Labels: never meant to hurt anyone.

knowing that we are under the same sky
watching the same fireworks
is both consoling and painful
maybe it just shows that it's meant to be for us to go in parallel ways.

Labels: more than worlds apart

watched a fireworks performance at my office today, Suntec City Tower 2, 33 storey
it is the first time that i can comfortably watch the fireworks
without having to sweat and squeeze with blangas!
and needless to say...

the fireworks is of international level!!!
and singapore's national day fireworks is nth in compare to it!
it's a super marvellous performance indeed!
nxt time i doubt i will really force myself to watch a firework on national day le. XD

shall upload the video my collegue have captured soon during the weekend!
meanwhile anyone who saw this entry, pls rmb there's another
fireworks performance tml 18/08/2007 @ 9pm
please do not miss it, you wont regret it. =P

Labels: short-lived dreams

人其实单纯一点会比较好
我真的很想放下所有的回忆。
太过沉重让我不知如何再走下去
不知到一切是否可以重来
难道我只会在遇到挫折时才能更认清对你的思念?

watched secrets ytd~
it was a great show
glad that i manage to catch the sneaks.
jay have proven himself to be a genius. XD

Labels: return lies within hasty keys

extreme fatigue!
I'M DYING FROM LACK OF SLEEP!
arghs! thats why i seldom blogged nowadays
unless there's a popular demand forcing me to. T.T

the stupid heater is starting up so slow
really wanna destroy it and buy a new one
if not always have to wait before can enjoy
a nice hot bath after work. T.T

catched transformers on wednesday!
finally i realise my wish and
i nv regret watching the show on big screen!
optimus prime & megatron! these 2 are the name that rings a bell to me

i'm sorry that i nv heard of bumblebee though it seems to be so famous. >.<
feel quite dumb. T.T
the effects and the story line of the movie is all good
and it really deserved a 8 rating on imdb.

why cant all big hit shows like spiderman and harry potter be like it?
i tink shld blame it all on the directors and script writer.
if u wanna sell a movie, please make it one that u will watch
and not smth that u wanna sell for money and make ppl put up wif 3 hrs of crap graphics and unclear storyplot just to achieve ur bloody aim. >.<

these few days no matter how tired i am,
no matter how busy i am
no matter what i do,
memories just cant stop but keep pouring in.

i'm beginning to get used to this kinda feeling,
cause i tink i already know how to accept it into my life
and more able to follow my heart,
it becomes a part of me already, reminding me that i must never make the same mistake again.

though the feelings for you is rooted in my heart,
i wont cope myself up,
i think i will know how to live happily and put a smile onto my face as i move on
to the nxt chapter.

cause i believe as long as i still have faith,
maybe one day miracle will just happen
and i hope i will be ready to accept it,
this time, making no mistake and having no regrets for it.

Labels: yearnings