arghs!! i'm super super super freaking tired
but i still have to blog tonight
cause i promised to blog tonight
and even if i fainted at this instance i still have to blog! >.<

had a really hectic week,
it was 3 bdaes and one sending off ceremony!
first is pretty serene's 20th bdae~
follow by my collegue bdae
and then it was hs's advance bdae celebration.

i already spent more than like 200+ dollars within this 2 weeks!!! omg.
T.T and there was this medical checkup at Mount Elizabeth.
which cost 300dollars to get myself treated like a guinea pig
breathing poisonous gas in the experiment room.

totally inhumane.... T.T
and yihong actually get a chance to perform with JAY ZHOU tonite
at cathay!!! can you believe it?!?!!!!
my friend actually performed with the Asia's biggest star on stage!!!!?!

hahahah! it is a one in a million chance, even if u earn millions,
you cant buy a chance for jay to play the piano for u while u sing along.
YIHONG U ARE A FREAKING LUCKY RETARD!!!!!
sorry if i sound abit crazy and incoherant in my blog

cause i'm actually typing whateva i can rmb. >.<
oh ya and i actually got lost when i try to go geyland to buy tohua for hs before she left. T.T
hais no surprise
and today my supervisor gave me and the others a shock with her ultimate complain skill.

seriously, if you need some help in complaining and gaining smth in return,
pls look for me, i shall intro you to my supervisor.
she simply kick ass! XD
and today the 30th July me and HANYANG saw IMPOSSIBLE happening right before our eyes

so our motto to always rmb today is
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING!!! =P
hehe~ i think im going bonkers already
still have to wakeup at 6am to give sm1 morning call tml. faints.

OH BTW
starhub connection simply sucks,
make me gotta look for spots to sms in my office.
eh. tats all. gdnights! =P

Labels: 30th July 2007, Impossible is nothing

!!!! today is another painful and slow day at work.
was stuck in the filing and searching of invoices for over 2weeks
and yet not much progression can be seen
ARGHSSSSSSSSSSS!

i'm so frustrated to step into office every morning
and see the same old pile of invoices calling out to me.
been thinking and cracking my head everyday
to perhaps invent a new filing system for them.

however it seems like there's still alot of thing i have yet to find out
things like what significance does
the purchasing order and delivery order no. holds
and how to make use of both of the items to help make the search easier.

i seem overly ambitious to think of devising a new system of dem
when i actually know nuts about it
but seriously i think its better to exercise my brain
instead of doing simple work everyday. >.<

lets just hope things will turn out for the better tml!

i cant help but think of you everyday
and things that happened in the past.
things that could have taken a change if i'm able to
understand what i really wanted back then.

a soul partner that shares my thoughts and feelings.

perhaps it was just too late for me to realise
but i'm happy that i can think of you everyday
and wears a smile on my face no matter how tired i am
even if regrets will soon overwhelm me once again.

Labels: workaholic

today's huishan last day at work
which means that my amulet at work is lost. T.T
no more late comings
and listening to music at work. =)

it's a freaking tired week
hardly had any rest at all.
i need my vitamins and my exercise!
no more late night-out for me. >.<

just had this thought,
maybe its better that it all had never started
cause i could've screw up alot worst than it can be now.
sighhhh

today morning wake up at about 6am for work,
while waiting for the heater to warmup.
i went back to slp
and had a really sweet dream despite the fact im late for work. =)

it's a dream that could only happen in DREAMs..
but even so,
its enough to make my day
and keep me going ahead for more challenges.

Labels: a precious dream of me and you

weeeet!
long time din update. T.T
i shld have update consistantly.
hais. now alot of things gng on in my mind but i duno which to start first

first i have the m'sia trip
and my new workplace at suntec city. >.<
but nvm its getting late i shld jus concentrate on the post today.
it was kinda like a bad day

my stupid bro caused me to be late today and
get me into trouble by reaching the workplace 20mins later.
arghs. was scolded by wileen. damn shocked
first time see her so fierce. T.T

but i apologised that i really dont mean it as my bro smartly
told me compass point is aligh at kovan mrt station
and i stupidly believed him too without checking. ARGHS!
today sales was bloody lousy. >.<

but lucky yuhui gave some of his sales to me.
omg am super touched. XD
nv knew he was so gd.
hahaha smtimes its better to see to believe.

instead of listening to others all the time.
hurhur tml onwards have to chiong my office work le.
mus finish all the jan pile. tml den update more bah
forgive me for this super abrupt post.wahahaha! XD

Labels: lonelyyyyyy

rain! rain! RAIN!
i'm excited and happy!
whenever the sky is raining cats and dogs!!! ^^
i love rain, BIG RAIN! or downpour whateva you call it.

too bad tml's work and i couldnt stand in the big rain,
enjoying the feeling of raindrops beating down your face. T.T
it was almost 4-5 years since i experienced it?
arghs!!!

though the rain haven start falling
but i know its going to be big,
even if i cant stand in the rain today
i will be admiring the downpour from my window. ^^

i dont care if i sound stupid,
cause i'm already stupid. XD
hope you all will enjoy this rain!
lalalalalala!

Labels: come again another day, rain rain~ come again

had a hell of a night today
the first gathering and the last gathering
of the 13th Angkaus.
finally all was present

laughters, smiles, sorrows and anger
filled the starry nights
where the stars, of years ago witness the blossoming of a bond
a friendship, a tie that binds the lives of 13 different persons together

much still awaits ahead
more test and more obstacles to be crossed over
may the stars still watch over
this delicate and yet dedicated bond.

arghs. im crapping lots.
drank alot.
said alot of rubbish. T_T
say lots that are not meant to be said.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs
i miss you, lots
really and i could never seem to get you out of my mind
when everything between us seems so impossible.

perhaps, it will never ends too.

Labels: i'm trying to convince myself that all between us had never started...

no matter how hard i try to keep myself busy and happy,
the feeling of emptiness still pile up
and never seem to go away.

maybe without you by my side
all of these things that seem to be a blessing for others,
is not meant for me to have.

Labels: i'm still trying..