hoho.

Labels: moments in life

arGH~!! came back from camp,
and the first thing i saw on the computer desk
was a letter of application for a 5-room HDB Flat.
and the name belongs to none other than my bro.
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD
T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T.T
this was the dual kind of feeling i get at that split second.
happy as im finally gonna have the room ALL BY MYSELF!!!!
huUUURAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYy! XD
.... however after awhile i can't believe that im actually feeling quite sad
that he is gonna move out and time of us spending tog is probably
gonna get lesser. sounds kinda gay! XD
come to think of it, our r/s only slightly gets better these 2 years.
maybe its due to me becoming more mature and somehow, value family ties more.
we used to fight and quarrel all the time, thats becuz he's a fuckup brother. xD
till now i still think he is quite fuckup. lols~
but... i'm going to take quite some time getting used to having the room to myself.
OH. and i jus rmb one thing, if he's moving away that means i cant
get to drive his car often liao. arghhh! hope that he will leave his car behind for me
since he is going to get a new lancer. ^^
but no. i dont think he will do thast. T.T

Word of the Day:

tomfoolery

woke up at 7.44am this morning.
the first thing that came to my mind is that
hs shldve left singapore already. >.< and cfm is slping on the plane now. XD
20+hours of flight.... holy! is canada really that far?













a picture paints a thousand words.
the red box is canada and the pathetic green circle is singapore.
its really FAR apart. T.T sigH! such a pity that i'm able to send him off
cuz unable to get car and got a really bad headache due to the fuckup weather.
the weather is really hot beyond reasonable tolerance.
it must be global warming at work. >.<

im rotting away here now~
counting down to the time that i will be back at camp again
been trying to make myself accept the fact that i gotta accept the shitty
days that lies ahead of me. im the one who sort of chose this path too.
trying to push myself towards the limit. T.T
sigh but there's no room for regrets already.
just have to stick to it bah.
gambatteeeee!

Labels: tomfoolery..

Taken during my scuba diving trip in Dayang.
Still quite noob in photography. hmm..

Labels: surreal

tatata! decided to reopen my blog!
it has been collecting dust since i was enlisted into army! T.T
tot i wouldn't have time to maintain it
but due to the fact that i'm drawing a pathetic income of only 400/mth
means that i wouldnt have much cash to spend on during weekends.
and had to be a 宅男 for the rest of my days in NS!
such a loser right?! XD

haha! but that's not only reason.
the primary reason is that sometime i would have alot to rant about
but somehow due to the fast-paced and hectic lifestyle
i can't seem to find the appropriate person to talk to at the appropriate time.
that is why i need to turn to an online journal for me to vent it all out!!! XD
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kaos! that sounds even more loser rite?! zzz
but yea its the fact
i have no friendssssssssss
let me rot and die. >.< (started banging the wall)
at this instance i'm suffering from headache due to the extreme heat
in the afternoon and i actually nosebleed when i was bathing. -.-'''
really damn ~!@#$%^&*(

ok i shall keep this entry short as i need to start doing my stuff
and prepare for the things that i need later if i gonna send hs off with the others.
for your info, my buddy hocksoon, members of the 13A.K is going overaseas to Canada
to undergo training to become an Navigator for 1 year.
style rite?! i wish i got a chance to do smth lidat too.
but too bad im too physically weak. arghs!
alright i shall end here. tata! ^^

Labels: the opening speech