hurhur~ i realize i've been keeping alot to myself nowadays
though i'm not quite sure of the reason why?
people say that i've becoming quite weird.
it's because they don't understand me.

i initially thought that it's because
that i'm becoming authistic.
but now i tink maybe it's because those who i used to talk alot to,
were leaving me, too busy with their life or not talking to me for some reason. T.T

losing those who i can talk to,
i can only turn to books and doing other stuff to enrich my life
as i'm stuck in national service,
and NS only have guys, boring guys -.-'''

but doing that make me realise that i'm quite bad at sports. -.-'''
everyone around me seem to have a sport that dey are good at
and i suck at almost everything. ZZZZ
basketball, soccer, table tennis, swimming etc.

thus~ i decided that i'm going to practise table tennis & swimming
table tennis not because of the olympic fever
i jus think that it's a delicate game that require speed and precision
and i tink it suits my character. XD

swimming because i love diving
and i dont wanna drown in times of equipment failure
so to those who think that i've becoming rather weird, authistic blablabla
hope that i've answer your question. tata!

Labels: boringgggggg lifeeee T.T